Girl In Progress.
"I have ruined relationships for fear of ruining those relationships."
It’s my last night in NYC and I’m like not even sad. Like I’m gonna miss gma, and my fam, and the skyline (!!!) but like idk. Idk if I still wanna live here. It’s just not what I envision anymore/not realistic/not affordable. But at the same time I wanted it for so long idk where else I’m gonna live. I still have to live somewhere after graduation but idk. Idk. I don’t know anything. And I can’t even make new plans bc they never ever ever work out.
Time to find a suga daddy.